My Name is Sarah and i was born in 25.01.1989 in cologne Germany ..
The Music is my entire life i would not life without them, i didnt had a wonderful life so far,
My parents got divorced for 12 years ago, and i life by my mum, i saw my Father the last time for yeah 12 years it makes me everytime really sad at one side that i dont have a happy family like others but the other side he did so many bad things that have sometimes the feeling that i really hate him , i dont want him in my life he dont deserve that !
He never call me in the last 12 years, never asked how i feel nothing its like hes got divorced also by his kidz ..
I cant understand why a father dont wanna know what his kids do and all this stuff , for years i cry a lot that he wasnt there at my site but now i must try to be strong , 12 years is a long time .. he missed so many things in my life .. he dont deserve it to come back !
Well .. i know how to feel to get bullied , i hear so many bad words through the year , ( fat, ugly …… ) i was not the happiest girl in my childhood , i was really shy i didnt talk a lot and had not really much friends to get bullied is so hard .. you see all the people everyday at school and wish you would die cause no one loves you you want to stay strong at this time but its so hard to go everyday to this plac eand hear everyday these words and you really believe they tell you the truth you look in the mirror and think why u look like that , why ??? only the music was always there for me …
Every day I wished I would die every single day
But this time is over after 6 Years im out from the school life and meet some girls they know also how it is to get bullied im happy that i meet them..
But i thought know i can start to be happy but this was wrong !
I found a workplace where all this same shit began again ! 3 Years of bullied and everything -.- i had a eduction to a Florist and was happy after this 3 years know the woman they skilled lost his work place cause i tell the boss everything .
After that the real work life start for me know i work as a florist for 2 years it gave at some days really hard times but i must be strong .
Last year finally my life change into a happy life after so many years i can smile and be happy
I was at a concert of my fave Band Simple Plan in Frankfurt and saw there the Opening Act called
SONS OF MIDNIGHT
I never thought that this band would play such an important part in my life , i just know them since 11.09.2011 and im glad that i meet them .. i cant really describe how much i love these 5 Boys , They helped me so much they songs are so emotional its like as they would come from my soul , They are like a Family that i never really had , everytime when i see them im happy cause i know they love me for who i am im so thankful that i meet them ..
without them i maybe would not live anymore, it sounds hard but this is the truth .. to loose them no way i dont wanna think about that, that i could loose them ..
Through these boys i meet girls they are more then amazing , i have no words for them I Love this girls more then my own life my sister i love them
Claudi – She is such a wonderful person , shes like my twin , i can sit with her in a empty room and we can laugh all the time about thing , i love her really she knows me soo good , i know that i can trust her I love you so much thank you for being here at my site i will fight every single day that i never loose you .
Tiffy – My Blondie girl , you was the first girl what i meet in real and i directly know that i love you , you are such a wonderful person , you have a wonderful hear and a wonderful soul you love everyone and this is something amazing i love you so much really
Sabine – I Love you , now words can describe how much i love you 🙂 .. u are always there we talk so much and we laugh a lot im glad that i meet you i will always love you my sister alway
Sophie- My Sophie you are the best in my life , you are the reason why i life why be here and everything , i love it to hear everyday via skype you vioce i can talk with about things , and you understands me how i fell and everything , whyt would i do without you i miss you everyday you are my sister for life i would never stop to love you, you ar a part of me i love oyu
Elli – My Strawbelli i love oyu so much i just meet you at the end of april but you are so amazing i love you you have such a good heart ans such a good soul, to have you in my life is amazing you have everytime a part in my heart i love you .. we have everytime so much fun together we dont need to say word cause we know what the other think i love you so much ..
Girls i love you all , i love you more as my life without you my life is simply no longer useful, thnak you for being here and love me
And my Boys …
Peter – Thank you for being who you are we didnt talk a lot but i know you are a wonderful person, that what you write is so amazing and i hope that u will reach every single goal in you r life
Matt – Dude you such a crazy guy thats unbelivable, you are everytime happy and this is something good in life, im glad that i meet you its everytime a funny time when we all together at one place
Maui – I Love it when you scream Hey Sarah how are you everytime when we see us hahha its always funny XD .. you are so funny .. thank you that i had the chance to meet you
Mitchell – Thank you for being who you are, you have such a good heart, The entertainments were always very funny with you … and that you ensure you’ve done to me sometimes I found it really nice Thank you for everything
Conrad – I Never meet a guy like you, you are so nice to every one and are always happy when u see me its amazing .. your vioce is so amazing so emotional im thankful that i had the chance to meet you
Boys i really love you and be thankful that i had the chance to meet everyone of you , you are a part of my family u guys gave me so much love in the last half year i dindt deserve so much love from you …
Thank you for making my life livable