When Bands call it quit/Break up. 


Most of you Know what i mean, you have a Favorit Band or One you really like. You Love to listen to their Music and you Support them as much as you can and Then One Day were you thought this Could Never Happen … They Call it quit … Out of nowhere.

It’s like your Heart would Shatter in Million Pieces, you Start crying and Cant stop and all what you can think of is Why? Why Does this Happen Right now?

Theres many ways to Fall in Love with a Band

– to Fall in Love with a Member

– or to Fall in Love with the lyrics

Mostly People can Identify their life with the lyrics of a certain Band, it’s like they would Know whats Going on, or understands you.

Music makes Everything less painfull.

Thats Why alot of People get attached to Bands Cause they Know How their feel, or throught what they been. Bands/Music has a Huge inpact of Most of the Poeple Life’s.

You keep Supporting that Band Cause they help you to keep Going and the thought that this Band Could stop to excist ist Something that no One really think about, and exactly thats Why Are Bands Break ups Always so hard for us to Understand or Handle.

You grab their Music when you feel sad or Alone and they Are Always there Even when Not in Person and Then when they Call it quit you don’t know How to Handle this.

Whos gonna Be there now when you Need someone ? When you listen now to their Music it’s Not the Same you Always Look Back at the “good” times and feel sad because it’s over.

Bands keep Most of the Teens Alive so hard it may Sounds.

Some Poeple Cant Handle These Feelings and lost the Control about themself, some just cry a Few times and get over it, Some don’t Even Care.

But for me a Band Break up when it’s One of my Fave it’s Never easy.i Always feel sad and hurt when i Look Back, i Know How much Fun i had with them and i Know it’s Never the Same … Sometimes you Cant Even Say goodbye to that Band Cause you Cant Afford to Travel so far, or they might can Afford to get on tour for the Last Time.

But Even How hard this Time is we shouldnt forget to good times and the New Friends we all Found through that Band. WE keep them in Out Heart forever

X sarah


Post Concert Depression

Hey World,

I want to bring up something that im dealing with so often in the past 3 Years. Im talking about a Post Concer Depression, might some of you know what im talking about, but for thoose who not know heres some information and the feeling i get over and over again

For many people like me a Concert is not just a concert where we go to and have some time together, might dancing around and something, for me a Concert is always something to look forward to , to be happy about just something to keep me alive and dont let me getting insane in this whole World. A Concert is for me something magical that no one could ever gave me, this feeling i get when i wait in the line before the show 2,4 or maybe even 10 hours, yeah for some of you this sounds crazy or something but for me its something i wanna do to might have the chance to meet one of the people who helped and saved my life so many times.

To know i get closer to the time when i just can let fall my mask that i wear day by day to act like im happy and smiling, i just can be myself in this 2 Hours, i can spend my time with 1000 Strangers in one room but all i know is we have all something in common we are all there for this Band, something just because the same reason others are just there to spend an awesome time ans then go home and thats it.

Not for me, in this 2 Hours, i just can be me, i dont need to act like im happy cause in this 2 Hours i really am happy, i smile and i really mean it, its everytime a new experience on a concert its always diffrent but at the end it makes me always unbelievable happy. My Life isnt always the best and easy one, i try my best day by day i do things that i dont like at jobs,pretend if im allright day by day, we all do this somehow and all this stress we had this anger in us, it falls down from our shoulders within seconds of standing in the crowd, we look up to the Singer or the Band why we are there, when the first melody, the first line it gets us, everything is surreal, everything we see looks so bright so beautifull, we forget everything what was or even is and we are there where we belong to.

When the first lyrics starts you already know them you can sing everysingle line everysingle word, the melody goes through you body you heart is beating to the melody that got played, you start dancing like its one f the normals things, the people right next to oyu to the same, thousand of people enjoying something so special and wonderfull at the same time. You Jump up and down, theres not much room where you stand but it doesnt care, even if you fall someone picks you up and smileys at you, you´ve me surrounded by so many wonderfull people. You dont feel how the time flies how short actually 2 hours are …  Some Lyrics of some songs mean the most to you, words that saved you, words that helped you when no one was there. You start crying cause they sing about something how you feel, what you´ve been  going through or still dealing with. You look up to them, sing with them everysingle word and crying cause theres someone who understands how you feel and he is always there for you.

The moment when the Show is over, the Bands leaves the stage, you cant really realise what happend, how can be 2 hours so short, its all surreal and you are just there and dont know what to do, to think or you dont even know wheres the exit, you waited for this moment might weeks or Month sometimes also years for this special moment and then its over.

You leave the Hall where there performed, you might check the merch to grab something from their stuff and then you leave you might wait till they might comes out or you go home, filled with Happiness and sadness at the same time. You cant even describe really how you feel you have a smile on your face and tears in your eyes. All what you want is already going back to see this show again and again. You know tomorrow is the same old life back the time where you put your Mask on and pretend you are allright and everything is fine.

a Days or Days you feel sick and alone, you can start crying directly when you look back to the show, you get the good feeling back when you think about the whole show, but then you wake up and realise its over and you start crying like hell, you want to be happy, you want the show back your lifesaver on stage everything but you cant. This is a Post Concer Depression.

I dont know i cant even count how much i had a depression like that actually my whole life is a Post Concer Depression, cause there i can be who i am and dont need to pretend something diffrent.

You try to find in the Social Network people who feel the same like you, people who understands you, the feeling you have and how much you miss this Band this feeling, you try to look forward to, to the next show or planning to travel to another city to see them Live, i already did this i traveld through my whole country to see a Band live, for some it might sounds crazy but for me its the only thing that keeps me alive.
Together we are strong, a Fanbase should stay together cause we all feel the same, we go all through the same emotional rollercoaster, we find new people with diffrent storys and nobody should get judge by what hes been listen to. We all want to break out of Life jsut for 2 Hours we just want to feel again. Even when just for 2 Hours.

Thats my Story

If You want you can write me yours x



Music / Concerts my escape of Life

Hey It seems that a few blogs going online today ..

Well for me as might some of you dont know is a very important part of my life, she is there when i need it i dont need to explain why i need it or when she is always there. I can put my earphone in my ear choose a song and it helps me through a situation that im going through or need to get through.

Sometimes i listen to a few songs when i write a blog or when i search for some answears and dont know how to find them, for me the music has something special something magical.

It makes it within seconds even better as it already is.

Im glad that i have sometimes the chance to go on concerts and see bands playing and piut my mind on mute and just listen to the songs there were playing, it feels like  that im home there were i love to be and there were i should be.For me its not even important to meet people who play this music for me its important to see people there who i know and share this magical moment with them.

In my friendzone theres a lot of peoplewho share the same love as i do to the music we all have a kind relationship with the music, she is for all of us always there and dont bring us down she can help us in so many ways and music can bring people together and closer to each other, help to meet new people and share things.

Outstanding people dont might understand people like me, i listen more than 5 hours a day to music and couldnt probertly survive without them, she is and always will be a very important part in my life and in my heart, do you feel the same ?

I Love the meet new people who share the same love to the music i think people dont need to share the same love for bands when you  both love the music i think then its already enough might you gonna love the others bands to but you dont need to cause we are all diffrent and this is something good.

When you lay down at night in your bed or in the grass close your eyes and push play on your Favorit song what do you feel ?

I feel free at this time, all problems are gone at this time ..

What is music for you? What does she mean you ? Could you survive without her ?


Music the escape of life.

Music for might for some of you just something you listen to everyday without any reason you just need something to hear.

And for others like me, the best therapie you could ever get, the best way to get with your mind out of all the hate, problems of life. The Music is something that can give you so many things at the same time ..

.. Hope, Love, Trust, Understanding, Help ..

For me is the music like Air or every pulse or heartbeat, i couldnt live without her i listen to music since i were in the teenager age might a bit earlier but for me the music was always a big part an important part of my life, they helped me so often out of all drama in my life i put my earphone in my ear, click play and the world was on mute. The Music is a wonderfull gift of every artist, everyone has his own special Band or just a Song that gave yourself the feeling that someone understood you, try to help you ot is might just there at the moment.

When you feel alone you know the music is always there for you when others leave you, the music gave you something that others might never can. Theres a lot of different music types in the world tons of ..

.. Pop, Rock ,Rap, Techno, Metal, Alternitive, Hardcore Metal and some more  …

Everyone has his own music type that he love and adore and songs by artist that you love and being a fan of, thoose Songs speak words from your own soul, they tell you your life tr to help you, and being there for you, people who never had this feeling cant understand this, how a song could help a person, help more as a human ever can ..

The Music is a wonderfull gift and they always will, nothing helps specially me more as the music honestly, i have it one my phone, at work and everywhere, shes always there and for that im thankfull when my people around me have sometimes not the time for me i know i can put my earphone in my ear and know soon its getting a bit better with some special songs i love and know that they help me.

The Music is one of the most Important parts of my life and she always will …

What means music to you ? 

xx Sarah



Concerts .. the feeling …. there where you belong to …


Hey peeps,


What do you think about concerts and the feeling to stand with 1000 of people in one room, to share the love for a special band, party like it would gave no tomorrow just live every single sec ? How is it for you to go to shows from your favorit Band or Solo Artist.

When i talk with a few of my friends they cant understand why im so often at some concerts and why i love it so much. Just the feeling to wait infront of the Hall and to know soon you gonna see you band back on stage to hear their music live, this one of the best feelings i know and love. The Hours to wait in rain, when its cold or sunny it diesnt care, its an awesome feeling.

Then when the doors are open and the people can go into the hall, i cant reallydescribe this feeling, m heart start beating faster and faster, when im in in the haal and see the stage, the line up and all this, i feel like i would be home and enjoy every single sec.  To be in the front row is one of the best feelings every ou have the chance to get the hand of your idol, you see everyone of the band.

Then  when the Support Band come on stage the feeling getting bigger and bigger you listen to the music of the support band but my mind is always to that bannd why im actually there, and to know that i gonna see them in less than 1 hour makes me at that moment so unbelivable happy, for me the concerts are an important part of my live obviously the music is also an very important part for me .

When the Support Band leaves the stage and the technical dudes set up the line up from your Band you could scream cause you are so happy that you see them so soon my heart and my pulse are unbelievale high i have so much adrenaline in me, and then the music from your band start to begin and you could freak out directly just to listen some tunes gaves me so much that nothing else ever can.

Then you see them “your Band/ Your Idol” and in that little moment ou cant really belive that this is really happen right now, you see them just a few meter infront of you, they start singing that songs that helped you alot in the past, you can sing every single word with them, this feeling is unbelievable, i cant really find words for this.

You party in this time so much with your friends and the people there as it wouldnt gave a new day. To be there where you really belongs to makes everything so special.

Sadly you know that after 1,5 hour everything is done the Band with they concert finished their set list and your sad cause now its done the day where you waited for soo long end then, some people start crying and some people just smilig the whole time, when the bad leave the stage everyone is running to the merch temp where you can buy a memorie of the night and took some picture while and after their show.

To leave the hall makes me always sad its really bittersweet.

You are thankful for having a amazing night like this one, but at the other site you are extremly sad cause its over and for some bands you need to wait a year sometimes more before you gonna see them back :(.

But the memories will always a important part and you have them forever. The most wonderfull thing at concert is the fact to meet so many diffrent people from whole germany and somtimes from other countrys too. It unbelievable from where all the fans arrive just to see their/your Favorit Bands.

Some people standing after their concert outside and wait to see maybe the band again and to make some photos and talk a bit some band do this and take some time to spent a bit time with their fans. To take a picture with your Band or just with one of your Favorit members can make you extremly happy :).

So what do you think about concerts and going to some ?

Missing people for so long the last time i saw them for 128 days ago …

Hello Peeps,

Who knows that feeling to miss people really bad that its actually hurts ? People who you really deeply love and care about, to miss them since such  a long time and always wishing that they come back to you as soon as possible ?

Might some of you understand what i mean im writing about a Band, for me they are not reall just a Band they are my life and my Family, we spent this year so much time together after shows and all this and they became for me to some of my most Important people around me, sure it gave in the past some ups and downs but this is completly normals in the life of having people around you who you love. For me these Band is More then just a BAND.

When you start to share some privat time with some others with the Band, start talking about really serious stuff and some privat things you really start loving them for so many reasons, they understands you about what you ve been going throught or still do and they wanna see how you really are and start talking with you about so many diffrent things. They know stuff about you that some others never would know, and then the leave the land where you live and flight back home to share some time with they friends and family there.

At the beginning it wasnt that bad these missing feeling, i was happy for them to see their family back they friends to spend some awesome times with them cause they didnt saw them pretty often the last year, what is actually really sad is, a lot people wanna have the people who they love around themself, i can understand this, well and Australia ist 100% warmer then here in Germany or Sweden,i mean here is now almost winter with -10 degrees or more and in Australia its Summer. Haha

I think a few of my readers understand what i wanna say with these and know sometimes, how hard it is to miss a Band, who gave you reasons back to live, to fight and to trust again, to be happy about some things and getting new friends.

It gave a a lot of diffrent ways to love and be connected with a Band some of these are just from one site and some other are from both sites, this situations is sometimes a little bit difficult, and then there are these people you need to be care about what you really say when they are around you cause they start spreading rumours just about the fact of being Jeleous.

But this is not what i wanna say here in this blog, actually this blog is just here fo gave you a little piece and view whats going on right now in my lofe and how much i miss my boys from Sons of Midnight.

I cant really Believe thats alread 128 days ago i saw them the last time, the time run so fast, its unbelievable :-O .. In the last few weeks these missing part in me getting bigger and bigger and it really starts to hurt, i mean they mean me so much and it maybe sound weird but i miss so much things when i share some time with time , just little things like

— Give me hug, hey Sarah, these aussie slang, the sarcasm, the laugh , the smile, the conversations, just the fact they was there —

For some outside standing people might some akward or whatever but those who know what i mean they understand this, to miss everything whats was around you …

I never thought that i could “Love” a Band like this, really i never thought that, but honestly im thankfull that ive meet these wonderfull boys and know them now so much better, and that im be on a journey called live with my boys and with my wonderfull girls around me, i know with these people on my site and my little family i can survive everything cause they gave and give me the strenght that i need to get through so many things.

The Miss feeling will stay for a few weeks i think but im so excited and happy when i finally see them back and hug them and all this,

and then i never let them so easy go not without a bunch of hugs for the time when i start missing them again.

Let me know when you feel sometimes like the same as i did right know and what do you do against this missing feeling  ??

XX Sarah


A Band Love that Save you and also can kill/Destroy you ..


In the whole world are Fans of some Bands who love to meet their “Idols” just to hug them to talk with them a little bit, tol isten to the music of them, almost everyone has this Band in his own life, which means for themself the most,and help them so much at time where other did had the chance to.

They just help some people all over the world just with the music of them with this about what they are singing about, Fans feeling at this time understood, not alone anymore, when thy listen to their music they feel all connected to the Band. Some of them have just One Band who they listen to and feel directly happy some others have a few Band, but it doesnt matter how many Love Band do you have, when they help you at times where you need someone its always good. When you dont wanna talk to anyone just listen to everysingle word what they singing.

A Love to an Special Band also conneted strangers to friends, its unbelievable how a Band Love can change your life, how much people you meet just because you love a special Band. Nothing is better to meet people who love the same like you, and some o them going through the same shit like you.

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over ” Simple Plan – Welcome to my life

Its defently the postive site of loving a band, but sadly theres also a really negative site of loving a band, a site that can kill you or destroy you.

Im Talking about all the haters in the world, these people who start bullying you, just because you love a band, i mean when these other the band dont like then dont start hating or bully some others just because about the fact they love these Band, i mean you also dont want that someone say something really bad about your Band !

Unfortunately there are these haters in th world, they are everyhwere in the world and for every single Band they gave haters.

” On and on and on you’re all I needed
Oh you know, you know it’s all we’ve got
Know I’ll be there just to stop the bleeding
Know you’ll be there waiting for the drought ”             –  The Blackout – You´re not alone

For about a couple Weeks Alex Gaskarth (All Time low) post in twitter that he dont like the new One direction song, it was just his opinion, and in less then 5 min he recived a lot of hating message that the “Direction fans” gonna kill him, it gave really sites about kill alex gaskarth. I mean Some people are to much in these Band love and forget at this time what they are saying it was just his opinion.

And i think that everyone should have his own opinion about a Band who he love and not, its a free life that we all live so please Fans doesnt matter a Fan of Who please calm a little bit down.

And then theres other fans who start talking bullshit about others just about they are more closer to an Band Like they are, ans they hate these fact and thats why they starting romour, ridicioulus rumours. Please Stop talking bullshit people we all love the same and its kinda annoying and rumours can kill someone cause its like bullying, recived messages they was not nice and i almost killed myself about messages like this.

So please Fans We all Love the same Band it doesnt care which Band, we wanna spent an awesome time with them and with the other bands so stop bully stop talking bullshit and anything else just enjoy the short time that we all have with our Band.

xx Sarah


People who left footprints in your heart

Hello Readers,

This can be grow up to a wonderfull thing, that you ve meet new people and start loving them with all your heart and with all your love, you miss them like hell and everything but it can change also into something really bad then, footprints can change into really hurting scrars of getting the feeling of being betrayed.

The 2 sites of missing someone

Ive never believed in this that just people can changed your own life in something complete diffrent, i mean when you start think about this, theres actually just people you ve meet.

But this year ive learned it could happend, people who leave footprints of your heart, and they change yourself into something complete new, you find reason and start believing in something good. Ive meet a “Band” and trough these Band ive meet so many people in whole Germany, and we have so much in common and thorugh these Girls and Boys ive change myself in so many ways, im still not over my past and maybe i never get over this but these people gave me more strenght in my life and reasons to smile for something.

Ive heard a few times about this that Strangers become to something really wonderfull like soulmates, sisters or something else, but ive never had this chance to meet people like this. I just learned how mean people can be, and what they can say and do to yourself and with yourself.

But i think the Soceity of 2011/2012 or the next years who are on the way, show us a complete wrong pictures of being Beautiful. I mean with this .. I would never talk to an “Barbie” Girl, i mean with this a girl who looks perfect with all the Make up on and wear just label clothes, that what i mean with “Barbie” girl. I would never to talk to someone like this cause i think these people would ignore a girl like me and i think im not the only one who think the same right know. The Soceity killed the Gene in people to meet new People to being open for something new.

and then its hard to find people who can become for you something impotant and special, its hard to find new people, and we all dont meet new people we never gonna find these wonderfull persons in our lifes. Its kinda sad what the soceity already kills and do with us

When i imagine where i would be right know and who i am right know when ive never gone to this concert at the 11.09.2011. I dont know what happend then ?

At one site it scares me a bit, but at the other site it haqppend something wonderfull in my life. People who accept me for that what i be and always gonna be. These Girls and Boys defently leaved footprints at my heart. They become for to people who i really love and happy about, and i never wanna miss these wonderfull people in my life, cause i dont wanna change it.

In the last few days i start thinking about a few thing, how my life would be now without them and all this, and im not sure where i would be .. But it would be completly diffrent.

The Only advice that i wanna give you, when you found a person who you already see that these person can help you more as some other fight for that , that she or he is stil and always will a part of your life then these people are like diamonds in the world, they shining and being Rare in the world so beware and care.

The Other site of leaving footprints on your heart could be, when a realationship starts to break, and this in nothing really good its sad when someone that you told everything from you, who you love and care about step away from being a part of you life and start being and outstanding persone. This is somethin really heartbreaking and leaves scars on your heart where the footprints was.

We all are never beware of getting hurt by someone who we thought can trust to, but this happend so often in the life but still this hard part of a life can be a lesson who you can learn from, i mean when you ve lost your best friend in your life yeah this is hard but you ve learn from this and getting stronger out of this, you dont see this directly but after days or maybe weeks you will see, you ve learned from this. Trust me i know from what im talking about.

Get strong out of this and make a new start

All these situation making us to this what we are right now, so chin up, smile and enjoy the journey of the life.

xxx Sarah

What does music means to you and how important is she for you ?

Hello Readers,

For me is music not just something that what im listen to, for me has the music a really important part in my life and no im not a star/singer or anything else im just a normal girl what loves music. 🙂

What does music means to you. ? 

For me music means a lot, she helps me at time where no one else was really there for me, or could help me. For me the music gave me something to believe in at the time while im listen to it. I can choose a special song at a special mood that ive had ( sad, happy ) it doesnt care witch mood, its just something that helps me and thats why she means a lot to me. I listen everyday to some special songs. While im being in the train, at home , or meeting friends , shes a important part of me.

What does she gives you while you listen to them . ?

I cant really describe what actually music gives me at the time while im listen to them, i just can say that music give me something that not everyone can give me, a feeling of getting understood, a feeling of carying just a feeling to be not alone. The Music is a magic thing cause its connection people all over the world, people start to find they new Best friends, they new sister mostly on concerts. The Music gave me so much in my life, i woudnt know where i am when im not having the music always by me side, through some Bands ( Simple Plan, Sonns of Midnight ect ….) i found so many Friends/Sisters in my life and i never wanna miss them in my life.

Music is something magical, it helps me a lot at time where i didnt saw any reason to stay strong for something or believe in something. The music is a big reason of who i am now. Me without music no way. Music is really Important for me, to me its a really nightmare to know that i need to spent some days without music, i think some of you maybe feel like the same. Still while im writing this here down im listening to music at the moment ( Sons of Midnight – Saint and Sinners ). Music is such a wonderfull thing what excist.

The Music can touch people in they soul, what would be a Wedding without the melody at the beginning, what would we do without the heartbreaking music in sad movies, or just the fact to be at night with your hubby in bed and listen to some slow songs ?

The Music is everywhere in the world … at the tv, in the cinema, at the train, in shopping malls its everywhere and for every Situation theres gave a special music type for

… For some Party times songs from

  — Pitbull, Usher, Nicky Minaj ,Rihanna, David Guetta

… For some romantic times songs from

— Withney Houston, Lady Antebellum, Sinead o Connor, Elvis Presley

Thats just a few ideas, theres so many more situations where the music is a really important part where you need the music to make something big amazing. The music gives the final point at something.

For a long while i always played by myself Guitar, i dont know why but i stopped for about 4/5 years i think, everyone has his own reason an side why the music is so important for themself.

At least the music saved my life in so many ways, not just the fact that i found trough these a Band who i love since 10 years and a Band i already know them since 1 year but they helped me so much and through these boys i found the girls that i truly love and im thankful that i have these wonderfull people in my life, when the music wouldnt excist i never meet these wonderfull people and this would be heartbreaking.

A Person from the Band gave me so much, he maybe doesnt know how much but he did and im always thankful for this and to remind me what a promise i gave him i ink a heart that he sign at my wrist i see it everysinge day and this reminds me there are people that i love and miss at the same time. Im thankful for the music and the chance that ive found these people.

What is your Favorit song or yout Favorit Band ?

Well as i said 2 of my Favorit Bands are and always will Sons of Midnight and Simple Plan, there gave me so much, what no one else ever could. Well im also listen a lot to

—  Green day, All time low, Blink182, Sum41, The Killers, Papa Roach, Linkin Park, Three days Grace, Greenfrog Feet, Good Charlotte, Queen, Kings of Leon, Billy Talent, Ashlee Simpson, Avril Lavigne, Grace Sewell, The Veronicas, P!nk, Die Ärzte , The Bloodhound gang, Rihanna and Rita ora and many more  .. .. ..

As you can see i hear a lot of music and also a good mix of some tunes, i dont really have a special type of music what i hear, sometimes i also hear some tunes of Britney, Justin or One Direction i think it doesnt care what other people thinking about what youve been listen to it, when you love the music its totally okay 🙂

The Question about a Favorit song is a really hard one  …. I mean i dont really have this one song thats my Favorit i have actually a few  .. like

— This Song Saved my life, Perfect, Untitled, Everytime, Take my Hand (Simple Plan), Stand up for love, Saint and Sinners, Superman, Kill the Dj (Sons of Midnight), Diamonds (Rihanna), Numb, In the end, Crawling, One step closer, Papercut (Linkin Park) Scars, sometimes, Blood, Not Listening (Papa Roach).

Thats also just a few but this songs i listen to a lot 🙂 Mostly a few of them everyday.

As you can see im listen to songs and music a lot mostly every free second of my life 🙂

What does music means you ? What is your Fave ? Let me know what you think about music write me here in

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Im excited 🙂

xxx Sarah