When Bands call it quit/Break up. 


Most of you Know what i mean, you have a Favorit Band or One you really like. You Love to listen to their Music and you Support them as much as you can and Then One Day were you thought this Could Never Happen … They Call it quit … Out of nowhere.

It’s like your Heart would Shatter in Million Pieces, you Start crying and Cant stop and all what you can think of is Why? Why Does this Happen Right now?

Theres many ways to Fall in Love with a Band

– to Fall in Love with a Member

– or to Fall in Love with the lyrics

Mostly People can Identify their life with the lyrics of a certain Band, it’s like they would Know whats Going on, or understands you.

Music makes Everything less painfull.

Thats Why alot of People get attached to Bands Cause they Know How their feel, or throught what they been. Bands/Music has a Huge inpact of Most of the Poeple Life’s.

You keep Supporting that Band Cause they help you to keep Going and the thought that this Band Could stop to excist ist Something that no One really think about, and exactly thats Why Are Bands Break ups Always so hard for us to Understand or Handle.

You grab their Music when you feel sad or Alone and they Are Always there Even when Not in Person and Then when they Call it quit you don’t know How to Handle this.

Whos gonna Be there now when you Need someone ? When you listen now to their Music it’s Not the Same you Always Look Back at the “good” times and feel sad because it’s over.

Bands keep Most of the Teens Alive so hard it may Sounds.

Some Poeple Cant Handle These Feelings and lost the Control about themself, some just cry a Few times and get over it, Some don’t Even Care.

But for me a Band Break up when it’s One of my Fave it’s Never easy.i Always feel sad and hurt when i Look Back, i Know How much Fun i had with them and i Know it’s Never the Same … Sometimes you Cant Even Say goodbye to that Band Cause you Cant Afford to Travel so far, or they might can Afford to get on tour for the Last Time.

But Even How hard this Time is we shouldnt forget to good times and the New Friends we all Found through that Band. WE keep them in Out Heart forever

X sarah


Post Concert Depression

Hey World,

I want to bring up something that im dealing with so often in the past 3 Years. Im talking about a Post Concer Depression, might some of you know what im talking about, but for thoose who not know heres some information and the feeling i get over and over again

For many people like me a Concert is not just a concert where we go to and have some time together, might dancing around and something, for me a Concert is always something to look forward to , to be happy about just something to keep me alive and dont let me getting insane in this whole World. A Concert is for me something magical that no one could ever gave me, this feeling i get when i wait in the line before the show 2,4 or maybe even 10 hours, yeah for some of you this sounds crazy or something but for me its something i wanna do to might have the chance to meet one of the people who helped and saved my life so many times.

To know i get closer to the time when i just can let fall my mask that i wear day by day to act like im happy and smiling, i just can be myself in this 2 Hours, i can spend my time with 1000 Strangers in one room but all i know is we have all something in common we are all there for this Band, something just because the same reason others are just there to spend an awesome time ans then go home and thats it.

Not for me, in this 2 Hours, i just can be me, i dont need to act like im happy cause in this 2 Hours i really am happy, i smile and i really mean it, its everytime a new experience on a concert its always diffrent but at the end it makes me always unbelievable happy. My Life isnt always the best and easy one, i try my best day by day i do things that i dont like at jobs,pretend if im allright day by day, we all do this somehow and all this stress we had this anger in us, it falls down from our shoulders within seconds of standing in the crowd, we look up to the Singer or the Band why we are there, when the first melody, the first line it gets us, everything is surreal, everything we see looks so bright so beautifull, we forget everything what was or even is and we are there where we belong to.

When the first lyrics starts you already know them you can sing everysingle line everysingle word, the melody goes through you body you heart is beating to the melody that got played, you start dancing like its one f the normals things, the people right next to oyu to the same, thousand of people enjoying something so special and wonderfull at the same time. You Jump up and down, theres not much room where you stand but it doesnt care, even if you fall someone picks you up and smileys at you, you´ve me surrounded by so many wonderfull people. You dont feel how the time flies how short actually 2 hours are …  Some Lyrics of some songs mean the most to you, words that saved you, words that helped you when no one was there. You start crying cause they sing about something how you feel, what you´ve been  going through or still dealing with. You look up to them, sing with them everysingle word and crying cause theres someone who understands how you feel and he is always there for you.

The moment when the Show is over, the Bands leaves the stage, you cant really realise what happend, how can be 2 hours so short, its all surreal and you are just there and dont know what to do, to think or you dont even know wheres the exit, you waited for this moment might weeks or Month sometimes also years for this special moment and then its over.

You leave the Hall where there performed, you might check the merch to grab something from their stuff and then you leave you might wait till they might comes out or you go home, filled with Happiness and sadness at the same time. You cant even describe really how you feel you have a smile on your face and tears in your eyes. All what you want is already going back to see this show again and again. You know tomorrow is the same old life back the time where you put your Mask on and pretend you are allright and everything is fine.

a Days or Days you feel sick and alone, you can start crying directly when you look back to the show, you get the good feeling back when you think about the whole show, but then you wake up and realise its over and you start crying like hell, you want to be happy, you want the show back your lifesaver on stage everything but you cant. This is a Post Concer Depression.

I dont know i cant even count how much i had a depression like that actually my whole life is a Post Concer Depression, cause there i can be who i am and dont need to pretend something diffrent.

You try to find in the Social Network people who feel the same like you, people who understands you, the feeling you have and how much you miss this Band this feeling, you try to look forward to, to the next show or planning to travel to another city to see them Live, i already did this i traveld through my whole country to see a Band live, for some it might sounds crazy but for me its the only thing that keeps me alive.
Together we are strong, a Fanbase should stay together cause we all feel the same, we go all through the same emotional rollercoaster, we find new people with diffrent storys and nobody should get judge by what hes been listen to. We all want to break out of Life jsut for 2 Hours we just want to feel again. Even when just for 2 Hours.

Thats my Story

If You want you can write me yours x



Music / Concerts my escape of Life

Hey It seems that a few blogs going online today ..

Well for me as might some of you dont know is a very important part of my life, she is there when i need it i dont need to explain why i need it or when she is always there. I can put my earphone in my ear choose a song and it helps me through a situation that im going through or need to get through.

Sometimes i listen to a few songs when i write a blog or when i search for some answears and dont know how to find them, for me the music has something special something magical.

It makes it within seconds even better as it already is.

Im glad that i have sometimes the chance to go on concerts and see bands playing and piut my mind on mute and just listen to the songs there were playing, it feels like  that im home there were i love to be and there were i should be.For me its not even important to meet people who play this music for me its important to see people there who i know and share this magical moment with them.

In my friendzone theres a lot of peoplewho share the same love as i do to the music we all have a kind relationship with the music, she is for all of us always there and dont bring us down she can help us in so many ways and music can bring people together and closer to each other, help to meet new people and share things.

Outstanding people dont might understand people like me, i listen more than 5 hours a day to music and couldnt probertly survive without them, she is and always will be a very important part in my life and in my heart, do you feel the same ?

I Love the meet new people who share the same love to the music i think people dont need to share the same love for bands when you  both love the music i think then its already enough might you gonna love the others bands to but you dont need to cause we are all diffrent and this is something good.

When you lay down at night in your bed or in the grass close your eyes and push play on your Favorit song what do you feel ?

I feel free at this time, all problems are gone at this time ..

What is music for you? What does she mean you ? Could you survive without her ?


Music the escape of life.

Music for might for some of you just something you listen to everyday without any reason you just need something to hear.

And for others like me, the best therapie you could ever get, the best way to get with your mind out of all the hate, problems of life. The Music is something that can give you so many things at the same time ..

.. Hope, Love, Trust, Understanding, Help ..

For me is the music like Air or every pulse or heartbeat, i couldnt live without her i listen to music since i were in the teenager age might a bit earlier but for me the music was always a big part an important part of my life, they helped me so often out of all drama in my life i put my earphone in my ear, click play and the world was on mute. The Music is a wonderfull gift of every artist, everyone has his own special Band or just a Song that gave yourself the feeling that someone understood you, try to help you ot is might just there at the moment.

When you feel alone you know the music is always there for you when others leave you, the music gave you something that others might never can. Theres a lot of different music types in the world tons of ..

.. Pop, Rock ,Rap, Techno, Metal, Alternitive, Hardcore Metal and some more  …

Everyone has his own music type that he love and adore and songs by artist that you love and being a fan of, thoose Songs speak words from your own soul, they tell you your life tr to help you, and being there for you, people who never had this feeling cant understand this, how a song could help a person, help more as a human ever can ..

The Music is a wonderfull gift and they always will, nothing helps specially me more as the music honestly, i have it one my phone, at work and everywhere, shes always there and for that im thankfull when my people around me have sometimes not the time for me i know i can put my earphone in my ear and know soon its getting a bit better with some special songs i love and know that they help me.

The Music is one of the most Important parts of my life and she always will …

What means music to you ? 

xx Sarah



Dont look away when people start cutting, get bullied do Something !

Hey People,

In the last week i saw something, that i couldnt understand, i couldnt understand people who start telling others on social places like twitter, that it would be better to kill yourself, and that your re ugly not worth it to live and all this, i didnt recive that messages i just saw it and start talking to the bullyied girl to let her know that she dont need to believe that shit what these other girl start talking about, and then i wrote a message to this girls who start sending these tweets out.

All what she wrote me was, she is not worth it to live, shes ugly fat and stupid,

I was never that shocked honestly i told her to stopped this cause its never OKAY !! to tell people this everyone has feelings and this one of the most awfull things that ou get called, i mean how would you feel when someone start sending you tweets or messages all the time to get called, fat, ugly, die, stupid or whatever.


But this was not the only thing i saw in the last weeks i heard it pretty often in the tv , radio or saw it here on the internet that more and more people start to kill themself , start cutting, or stopped eating. Well i just can say im not perfect i fight by myslef against so much and its always hard to stay strong, but we must stay strong we cang give up, for some of “us” the life is always a fight against other or against ourself, its hard i know that, but please when you need help then search for some.

Its not bad to go to a special doctor to talk about your problems, he can help, sometimes we dont find a way out these people can help alot. Please trust me.

The live is something so special for each of us, we just have this one, and we need to take care of it, it could be end that fast, everyday happend something really special, you meet through your life so many diffrent people, you see alot of new things, somewhere you fall in love, you have your family at your site (bloodfamiily or friendsfamily) it doesnt care cause these people love you for this what you are and not what the soceity start to talking about .

Everyone is Beautiful and worth it to live dont give up, sta strong for you and for thoose that you love. and when you fall back into your old mood /puke out the stuff that youve eat or start cutting) its something what happend in our life but we can always go stronger out of this. together we can reach allot.

When you think you are alone and dont have someone to talk to … Write me, i listen to you and try to help you i know how hard the life can be, its still hard but i try my best to look forward.

xx sarah


It gave words they helping you and it gave words they hurt you !

Hello People,

Im writing here now about something what i see already everyday better said i hear it everyday and also see it on the Tv or radio. Its kinda shocking what happend with the live of teenagers and about what they are saying. Im now 24 so im over the Teenager time but when i was in the Teenager age (10 – 16 ) i dindt said words like this.

Im Talking about words like ( Cunts, Bitch, Slut, Ugly Bitch and more of this ) i cant really belive what i already heard from these young people seriously they are already growing up, i think they dont really knew about what happend with these people who they call these words. They just start saying these just to be cool and all this but honestly i know how it feels to get called these words and i thin ksome of you readers too and how much these words can hurt you.

–  I Wish i could give you my pain, just for one moment, Not to hurt you but rather soyou can finally understand how much you hurt me –

It actually doesnt care how old you are, just the fact you saying words like that, its not right ! YOu dont know what can happend when someone get calles these some of them start falling in a eating disease or start cutting or see any reason to live again and the lat thing the do is the suicide.

Some people should think about this what they saying cause they can kill people just with words, its a slowly way to get killed cause when one started to say things ike that the other start it too just to be with you cool.

– You are not cool with saying these words –

To get called these words leaves scars, sometimes not some you can see but they are they and they never leave this person again, trust me i know about what im writing here, for me its always a little looking back when i start thinking about a few things and i remember myself at everysingle word ive get called and from who, this never gonna leave a person.

– So better start thinking first before you start saying anything –

But theres also Words that can help you in bad times or healing your emotional scars, these words should better said more oftern like ( beautiful, you are worth it to get loved, pretty, smile more, love you , care about you, miss you ). its gave so many words who you already can help people with. But some choose more the way to hurt people.

When we all would pull at one rope and stop saying words like this, for some people the live would be a lot easier. you can try this out say everyday one person thats this one is beautiful and ou must mean this, trust me just these words can help more as money always can cause

– money cant buy you happyness –

You will see and when this person being much postiv as normals you also start smiling the whole day cause you brought a person to smile and this is something wonderfull in a life. We all need so much more postivity on the live of 2012/2013.

It gave enough hate in the world, we dont need it around of us and our love ones and friends, no one need hate or deserve to get some hate, hate can ruins live of so many people.

xx Sarah


What does music means to you and how important is she for you ?

Hello Readers,

For me is music not just something that what im listen to, for me has the music a really important part in my life and no im not a star/singer or anything else im just a normal girl what loves music. 🙂

What does music means to you. ? 

For me music means a lot, she helps me at time where no one else was really there for me, or could help me. For me the music gave me something to believe in at the time while im listen to it. I can choose a special song at a special mood that ive had ( sad, happy ) it doesnt care witch mood, its just something that helps me and thats why she means a lot to me. I listen everyday to some special songs. While im being in the train, at home , or meeting friends , shes a important part of me.

What does she gives you while you listen to them . ?

I cant really describe what actually music gives me at the time while im listen to them, i just can say that music give me something that not everyone can give me, a feeling of getting understood, a feeling of carying just a feeling to be not alone. The Music is a magic thing cause its connection people all over the world, people start to find they new Best friends, they new sister mostly on concerts. The Music gave me so much in my life, i woudnt know where i am when im not having the music always by me side, through some Bands ( Simple Plan, Sonns of Midnight ect ….) i found so many Friends/Sisters in my life and i never wanna miss them in my life.

Music is something magical, it helps me a lot at time where i didnt saw any reason to stay strong for something or believe in something. The music is a big reason of who i am now. Me without music no way. Music is really Important for me, to me its a really nightmare to know that i need to spent some days without music, i think some of you maybe feel like the same. Still while im writing this here down im listening to music at the moment ( Sons of Midnight – Saint and Sinners ). Music is such a wonderfull thing what excist.

The Music can touch people in they soul, what would be a Wedding without the melody at the beginning, what would we do without the heartbreaking music in sad movies, or just the fact to be at night with your hubby in bed and listen to some slow songs ?

The Music is everywhere in the world … at the tv, in the cinema, at the train, in shopping malls its everywhere and for every Situation theres gave a special music type for

… For some Party times songs from

  — Pitbull, Usher, Nicky Minaj ,Rihanna, David Guetta

… For some romantic times songs from

— Withney Houston, Lady Antebellum, Sinead o Connor, Elvis Presley

Thats just a few ideas, theres so many more situations where the music is a really important part where you need the music to make something big amazing. The music gives the final point at something.

For a long while i always played by myself Guitar, i dont know why but i stopped for about 4/5 years i think, everyone has his own reason an side why the music is so important for themself.

At least the music saved my life in so many ways, not just the fact that i found trough these a Band who i love since 10 years and a Band i already know them since 1 year but they helped me so much and through these boys i found the girls that i truly love and im thankful that i have these wonderfull people in my life, when the music wouldnt excist i never meet these wonderfull people and this would be heartbreaking.

A Person from the Band gave me so much, he maybe doesnt know how much but he did and im always thankful for this and to remind me what a promise i gave him i ink a heart that he sign at my wrist i see it everysinge day and this reminds me there are people that i love and miss at the same time. Im thankful for the music and the chance that ive found these people.

What is your Favorit song or yout Favorit Band ?

Well as i said 2 of my Favorit Bands are and always will Sons of Midnight and Simple Plan, there gave me so much, what no one else ever could. Well im also listen a lot to

—  Green day, All time low, Blink182, Sum41, The Killers, Papa Roach, Linkin Park, Three days Grace, Greenfrog Feet, Good Charlotte, Queen, Kings of Leon, Billy Talent, Ashlee Simpson, Avril Lavigne, Grace Sewell, The Veronicas, P!nk, Die Ärzte , The Bloodhound gang, Rihanna and Rita ora and many more  .. .. ..

As you can see i hear a lot of music and also a good mix of some tunes, i dont really have a special type of music what i hear, sometimes i also hear some tunes of Britney, Justin or One Direction i think it doesnt care what other people thinking about what youve been listen to it, when you love the music its totally okay 🙂

The Question about a Favorit song is a really hard one  …. I mean i dont really have this one song thats my Favorit i have actually a few  .. like

— This Song Saved my life, Perfect, Untitled, Everytime, Take my Hand (Simple Plan), Stand up for love, Saint and Sinners, Superman, Kill the Dj (Sons of Midnight), Diamonds (Rihanna), Numb, In the end, Crawling, One step closer, Papercut (Linkin Park) Scars, sometimes, Blood, Not Listening (Papa Roach).

Thats also just a few but this songs i listen to a lot 🙂 Mostly a few of them everyday.

As you can see im listen to songs and music a lot mostly every free second of my life 🙂

What does music means you ? What is your Fave ? Let me know what you think about music write me here in

– WordPress, just leave a comment here under that post  🙂

– Twitter – www.Twitter.com/Sarahcologne

Im excited 🙂

xxx Sarah

My Favorit Band(s), i Grow up with them and love all of them Part 1

hello Reader,

I talk here about the Canadian Band Simple Plan. For me its not just a Band, who ever feel like you are connected with that bands when you listen to them songs and felt understood know what im talking about here.

These band helps me alot with their music, its gave songs of them its like they would singing about my problems and about my life, i feel like they would understand me with what im going throught and all this.

I’m just a kid, and life is a nightmare, I’m just a kid, iknow that it’s not fair
Nobody cares,’Cause I’m alone and the world is having more fun than me –


I remember myself the first time i saw them on the tv here in germany, it was like whoa these guys are so funny in their music video and i loved this song and still do. I was 13 years at this time and i want and at this time i was directly addicted to the music of them, i hoped that they go on tour but i must wat till 2006.

Yeah and then finally 28.01.2006 here in cologne the frist concert of them i was so excieted to see them finally live in real. The 2 Album “Still not getting any” was already out and i was in love with this cd and their music. This Concert was so incredible so amazing i cant even describe how amazin it was. Still week after the concert i was so stoked about it.


– To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark, to be kicked when you’re down ,to feel
like you’ve been pushed around, to be on the edge of breaking down, and no one’s there to save you, no you don’t know what it’s like Welcome to my life –


I didnt met the boys at this show, sadly but i was so excited about the next record and the next Tour, unfortently at the 3rd Tour i was so sick and couldnt go to the show i was so sad but i knew it wouldnt make really sense to go really sick to an concert. i hoped that they came back really soon. But they took a break from recording and touring the brought out the Hard Rock life dvd but not a new album :(.


– Take my hand tonight, let’s not think about tomorrow, take my hand tonight, we can find, some place to go, cause our hearts are locked forever, and our love will never die, take my hand tonight one last time –



But Finally 2011 they was back, back on tour, back with a new Record, i was so happy, omg this was the best news of 2011, also in this year i sign up for the Sp Crew Fanclub so ive also meet them for the first time in real at a show i was shacking all the time :).

The Record Get Your Heart On is from the music genre for a mix from the 3 other albums, a lot of No Pads No Helmet but also some really good Rock Songs. And for the first time the wrote a song with the fans called “This Song Saved My Life”

– I was broken, i was choking, i was lost, this song saved my life, i was bleeding, stopped, believing, could have died, this song saved my life, iwas down, i was drowning, but it
came on just in time, this song saved my life –


This song is really amazing and i really love this one, the boy was back on the road and i saw them on the 11.09.2011 in Frankfurt with a really good friend. At this date i also meet them the first time in real i was so nervous unfortently Pierre was sick i didnt met him but the others and Seb gave me a Plec of the new Tour design it was so sweet. The Show was really amazing they played Everytime from the 2Album in a accoustic version and i love this song, well actually i love all their songs.

After the show i bought like always some Merch stuff :), and was so happy :). i was so excited and hoped they come soon back and then they did this year in March and also in cologne this was so amazing really, and i met them again at the Soundcheck and finally Pierre *__*. Gosch Seb, David , Jeff and Chuck are all so sweet to the Fans of them its so amazing always. The Show was a hell of a Show so much Power and Energy and the boys did all the time so many Jokes at the Stage haha …

And they Confirmed that this or of the beginning the woulf gave a new Simple Plan Ep and a photobook and maybe but this is not Confirmed a new Dvd. Gosch i cant wait to buy allt his Stuff and i hope a new Tour next Year.


As You can read i Truly love this Band, really i dont know where i would be without them, Did you have also a Favorit Band like me with Simple Pan ? Let me know this 🙂


xx Sarah


How Important is the Music for you and how does she helped you ?

Hey Hey my Beautiful Readers 🙂

How are you today ?

This Blog is about something what is for me really Important in my Life, i Talk about the Music.

For me is Music more the just some notes, or a melody.
Music is for me a Important Part in my Life, she helped me in so many Ways, at so many Hard and sad Moments.

I know that i completly Trust the Music she alwas Know what to say and what i Need to hear, Music is my Life.

Everyone has their Favorit Bands, their Favorit Song who he can Listen to when hes sad or just Need something to get up. Music is everywhere in the tv in the Radio, in the Supermärkte everywhere 🙂 Music bring us People in a Good Mood by the right Songs.

Music can give us something what maybe some People Cant give us.

When i Listen to Music i can smile or cry With some Songs you Share some Good or sad memories, its like the Movie themes when you Listen to can you feel the Love Tonight by Elton John i think Directly about the Movie Lion King and how sad this Movie is and im getting sad or when you Listen to the Fame Movie theme you wanna Dance 🙂

Music Makes us Most of all happy and er Dance to them. 🙂 Everyone Shared his Own memories with them :-).

Without the Music i Never Meet this People know who i Share my Life, i Love Music and always will Love her

It Doesnt care what Music you are Listen to, its your Music you Love to Listen 🙂
if Metal, Rock, Punk, Pop or a Special Band or a Singer it Doesnt care Stay to yourself and the Music you Listen to

Cause she can help you where some People Cant 🙂

What Means Music for you ? Leave me a Comment 🙂

xx Sarah