a Friendship means …

Hello People

a short little blog

True and Honest Friendship is for me really important, to have some people around me that i can trust 100% and care about. A freindship means for me to care about each other and be there when someone need the other one, to talk about everything with these person, and to trust this person completly
In the year of 2012 a friendship is not really the same anymore i mean, some people doesnt really appreciate a friendship really or doesnt really know what a true and honest friendship means, and its really hard to find here with this socetiy really honest friends, it gave a lot of fakers in the world, when you ask me, actually to much ! We all had or still have those friends

who just care about themselfes, just this is important what giong on in his life, about he cared and what he do, and what happend with us or about we care is not that important, and honestly give a shot about those people, they are shit everyone deserve friends who care also about you, and be there for you. Its sometimes really hard to find these special friends in the world but its always worth it to still search, someday you all find these amazing people,

who are meant to you , cause everyone in the world has those people and when you found them you wil have them for the rest of your life trust me, dont give up to search, after so much shit friends i found those who i will never ever let go, i promise

xx Sarah

Missing people for so long the last time i saw them for 128 days ago …

Hello Peeps,

Who knows that feeling to miss people really bad that its actually hurts ? People who you really deeply love and care about, to miss them since such  a long time and always wishing that they come back to you as soon as possible ?

Might some of you understand what i mean im writing about a Band, for me they are not reall just a Band they are my life and my Family, we spent this year so much time together after shows and all this and they became for me to some of my most Important people around me, sure it gave in the past some ups and downs but this is completly normals in the life of having people around you who you love. For me these Band is More then just a BAND.

When you start to share some privat time with some others with the Band, start talking about really serious stuff and some privat things you really start loving them for so many reasons, they understands you about what you ve been going throught or still do and they wanna see how you really are and start talking with you about so many diffrent things. They know stuff about you that some others never would know, and then the leave the land where you live and flight back home to share some time with they friends and family there.

At the beginning it wasnt that bad these missing feeling, i was happy for them to see their family back they friends to spend some awesome times with them cause they didnt saw them pretty often the last year, what is actually really sad is, a lot people wanna have the people who they love around themself, i can understand this, well and Australia ist 100% warmer then here in Germany or Sweden,i mean here is now almost winter with -10 degrees or more and in Australia its Summer. Haha

I think a few of my readers understand what i wanna say with these and know sometimes, how hard it is to miss a Band, who gave you reasons back to live, to fight and to trust again, to be happy about some things and getting new friends.

It gave a a lot of diffrent ways to love and be connected with a Band some of these are just from one site and some other are from both sites, this situations is sometimes a little bit difficult, and then there are these people you need to be care about what you really say when they are around you cause they start spreading rumours just about the fact of being Jeleous.

But this is not what i wanna say here in this blog, actually this blog is just here fo gave you a little piece and view whats going on right now in my lofe and how much i miss my boys from Sons of Midnight.

I cant really Believe thats alread 128 days ago i saw them the last time, the time run so fast, its unbelievable :-O .. In the last few weeks these missing part in me getting bigger and bigger and it really starts to hurt, i mean they mean me so much and it maybe sound weird but i miss so much things when i share some time with time , just little things like

— Give me hug, hey Sarah, these aussie slang, the sarcasm, the laugh , the smile, the conversations, just the fact they was there —

For some outside standing people might some akward or whatever but those who know what i mean they understand this, to miss everything whats was around you …

I never thought that i could “Love” a Band like this, really i never thought that, but honestly im thankfull that ive meet these wonderfull boys and know them now so much better, and that im be on a journey called live with my boys and with my wonderfull girls around me, i know with these people on my site and my little family i can survive everything cause they gave and give me the strenght that i need to get through so many things.

The Miss feeling will stay for a few weeks i think but im so excited and happy when i finally see them back and hug them and all this,

and then i never let them so easy go not without a bunch of hugs for the time when i start missing them again.

Let me know when you feel sometimes like the same as i did right know and what do you do against this missing feeling  ??

XX Sarah

What does music means to you and how important is she for you ?

Hello Readers,

For me is music not just something that what im listen to, for me has the music a really important part in my life and no im not a star/singer or anything else im just a normal girl what loves music. 🙂

What does music means to you. ? 

For me music means a lot, she helps me at time where no one else was really there for me, or could help me. For me the music gave me something to believe in at the time while im listen to it. I can choose a special song at a special mood that ive had ( sad, happy ) it doesnt care witch mood, its just something that helps me and thats why she means a lot to me. I listen everyday to some special songs. While im being in the train, at home , or meeting friends , shes a important part of me.

What does she gives you while you listen to them . ?

I cant really describe what actually music gives me at the time while im listen to them, i just can say that music give me something that not everyone can give me, a feeling of getting understood, a feeling of carying just a feeling to be not alone. The Music is a magic thing cause its connection people all over the world, people start to find they new Best friends, they new sister mostly on concerts. The Music gave me so much in my life, i woudnt know where i am when im not having the music always by me side, through some Bands ( Simple Plan, Sonns of Midnight ect ….) i found so many Friends/Sisters in my life and i never wanna miss them in my life.

Music is something magical, it helps me a lot at time where i didnt saw any reason to stay strong for something or believe in something. The music is a big reason of who i am now. Me without music no way. Music is really Important for me, to me its a really nightmare to know that i need to spent some days without music, i think some of you maybe feel like the same. Still while im writing this here down im listening to music at the moment ( Sons of Midnight – Saint and Sinners ). Music is such a wonderfull thing what excist.

The Music can touch people in they soul, what would be a Wedding without the melody at the beginning, what would we do without the heartbreaking music in sad movies, or just the fact to be at night with your hubby in bed and listen to some slow songs ?

The Music is everywhere in the world … at the tv, in the cinema, at the train, in shopping malls its everywhere and for every Situation theres gave a special music type for

… For some Party times songs from

  — Pitbull, Usher, Nicky Minaj ,Rihanna, David Guetta

… For some romantic times songs from

— Withney Houston, Lady Antebellum, Sinead o Connor, Elvis Presley

Thats just a few ideas, theres so many more situations where the music is a really important part where you need the music to make something big amazing. The music gives the final point at something.

For a long while i always played by myself Guitar, i dont know why but i stopped for about 4/5 years i think, everyone has his own reason an side why the music is so important for themself.

At least the music saved my life in so many ways, not just the fact that i found trough these a Band who i love since 10 years and a Band i already know them since 1 year but they helped me so much and through these boys i found the girls that i truly love and im thankful that i have these wonderfull people in my life, when the music wouldnt excist i never meet these wonderfull people and this would be heartbreaking.

A Person from the Band gave me so much, he maybe doesnt know how much but he did and im always thankful for this and to remind me what a promise i gave him i ink a heart that he sign at my wrist i see it everysinge day and this reminds me there are people that i love and miss at the same time. Im thankful for the music and the chance that ive found these people.

What is your Favorit song or yout Favorit Band ?

Well as i said 2 of my Favorit Bands are and always will Sons of Midnight and Simple Plan, there gave me so much, what no one else ever could. Well im also listen a lot to

—  Green day, All time low, Blink182, Sum41, The Killers, Papa Roach, Linkin Park, Three days Grace, Greenfrog Feet, Good Charlotte, Queen, Kings of Leon, Billy Talent, Ashlee Simpson, Avril Lavigne, Grace Sewell, The Veronicas, P!nk, Die Ärzte , The Bloodhound gang, Rihanna and Rita ora and many more  .. .. ..

As you can see i hear a lot of music and also a good mix of some tunes, i dont really have a special type of music what i hear, sometimes i also hear some tunes of Britney, Justin or One Direction i think it doesnt care what other people thinking about what youve been listen to it, when you love the music its totally okay 🙂

The Question about a Favorit song is a really hard one  …. I mean i dont really have this one song thats my Favorit i have actually a few  .. like

— This Song Saved my life, Perfect, Untitled, Everytime, Take my Hand (Simple Plan), Stand up for love, Saint and Sinners, Superman, Kill the Dj (Sons of Midnight), Diamonds (Rihanna), Numb, In the end, Crawling, One step closer, Papercut (Linkin Park) Scars, sometimes, Blood, Not Listening (Papa Roach).

Thats also just a few but this songs i listen to a lot 🙂 Mostly a few of them everyday.

As you can see im listen to songs and music a lot mostly every free second of my life 🙂

What does music means you ? What is your Fave ? Let me know what you think about music write me here in

– WordPress, just leave a comment here under that post  🙂

– Twitter – www.Twitter.com/Sarahcologne

Im excited 🙂

xxx Sarah

A Boy who Fight for his Life and he is Stronger as we all thought, Fight our Little Star Blue

Hello Readers,

Here I would like to draw your attention to a very special theme, i talk about Cancer and a boys who is so young and so strong and fight against it.

The Name of the little boy is Blue Tobin he live in Canterbury and is 3 Years old. Since 18 Month he moved in and out of the hospital. He Fight against Cancer ( AML – Acute Myeloid Leukaemia) . On his 2 Birthday hes got diagnosed to this.

A hard time for the family and friends then last year in may he almost dies by an infection and he was immediately taken to the intensive care unit to fight for his life for 24 hours, he is a really strong boy and im really proud of him.

In July the doctor told the Family that hes clear of Cancer, but sadly in November he went to a Check up in the Hospital and the Cancer was back and this time very aggressive. He stays all the Christmas days and the New Years day in the hospital to fight against it, again, hes got very strong medicin/drugs and a chemotherapy but nothing works.

In Febaury this year the doctor sent Blue home with the message to his family that they couldnt do anything more for him, the doctor gave the family some palliatice care and drugs to make his dead a little bit easier.

– Stay Strong our little star your are so strong and we all believe in you –

But hes still fighting and fought back the and his family went again to the doctor to try it again, Blue is a strong boy, the doctor was a little bit sceptical about it but the family said when we need to we fligh to America.

The Doctor told the Family that theres an other drug that they could try but these is really dangerous and theres just a 10% – 15% Chance that this drug work but it also could kill him. They tried it and Blue still fight, on May 10th Blue recived a Bone Marrow from a 28 Year old german who works as a agriculture.

The famile and friends are very grateful to the man, who saved the life of Blue. Fran, Blues Mum need 15 years to get pregnant with Blue, she doesnt give up and she recived a miracle a wonder of earth. Im so Proud of Fran and Blue they are wonderful Angels on earth.

Fran brought the organization into life

– Blue Tobin Foundation Helping Parents –

This is an Organisation to raise money for people like Blue, for Children who fight against Cancer, anyone who is willing to donate not matter how much every cent is it woth to donate to help these little kids on this earth.

Im so proud of this little boy Blue he fight so bad against it and i hope he win this fight against it, and he can life his life like he wanna life it.
I send you so much power Blue, i pray for you and i know you are strong, strong to fight and Survive it.

And Fran i send you also so much love, and power so much as i can im so proud of you and your son.

xx Sarah

It also gave wristbands from the Helping Parents Foundation, the costs 2 euro each and all the money is for the Foundation. If you one or more let me know this, i will pass on all the information.

Heres the Offical Link to the facebook site of the Organisation

http://www.facebook.com/#!/BlueTobinFoundationHelpingParents?fref=ts